countless...
i'm lost...i really need support now...i dunno wat to do and it's killing me...
when i'm like that...
i think all silly thoughts...
i think how good it was if i wasn't born...why would i wanna get born anyway...
i think how suffering is killing us all...
why do we still wan to linger to this life?
for wat?
for everything we think is worth for?
i'm drifting in my life which i think wasn't mine to be...
sometimes i think....wat would happen if my mum didn't change my name?
would my choice be different?
would my life be different?
would i really live through it as it should?
i dunno....and i dun have answers for them...
life is suffer...yes, it's so damn true...
i just wanna get home...at least it's somewhere i can chill down and get on with life...
yea..life is tough...i almost can't take a breath recently..i cried n cried n cried...i don't know what to do..im lost....
ReplyDeletecheer up gal...try to relax yourself...ok?
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