Homesick...

i noe it looks weird coz i am writing this at HOME....but then, 2moro i am already going back to my hostel and i am already missing my home and family...@@

What's home to you?

a small house like this?

a cottage?

an apartment?

or a bungalow?

well, to me...ever since i started staying in the hostel...which is when i was studying Matriculation in Perlis...

i had a new understanding over the word "HOME"...

when i was small...i always wanted to leave my house and go somewhere else to explore and to have fun...but, when i started to stay away from home for a week....or mayb a few weeks or a month...i started going frantic and of course.....HOMESICK...

i always wanted to noe why my aunts always come home...when they have holidays or when it was important dates...they had a bond with the house they have been living and the family members were their bonds..they had affections...

and the other day, i read a novel...it let me understand that...

your home is where you can go no matter wat happens...

your home is where you can get away from  your problems...

your home is where you can feel the love and care even when everyone despises you...

your home is where you can always feel safe and free...

your home is where you can rely and trust...

your home is the most relaxing place you can find...

Now, i just wanna be at home and never leave it...

at home...i can relax and i can do wat i wan...

 and it is the sweetest place on Earth~

*p/s: i'm writing this coz i dun wanna to leave my home...if you've been long outside....go home...even how tired or stressed you are...i'm pretty sure you can feel that love and affection your home has where nowhere has it at all...