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It's been so long since i last posted a post in my blog...

abandoned....

coz i have been busy with lots of things this whole month..

and then, my laptop still won't function well...gonna buy a new laptop soon enough...but money's a problem again...

mum's been repairing the car she and dad bought for me... maintenance fee is really high..around thousands. and every month still have to pay money...well, that i will try to pay by myself...=)

money's an old, long issue...and now i only understand the burden of having your own life which needs a hell lot of money...#_#

anyway...sorry coz not blogging at all...using the netbook to blog is a pain in the a*s...slow until i feel like strangling the netbook..literally i guess...

but, i started reading novels again...which makes me really obsessed with stories now...dunno if it is good or bad...hmm...

gotta go back later...to USM ...and then will start studying for my test this semester...

i hope i go through the depression i am feeling now...it's been a long time since i last felt really happy and energized...i'm going through a lot...and i hope my confidence and determination can get me through it...

i miss hubby and his hugs...i just need the comfort...