Down...

Ok...i'm stressed out...

it doesn't feel good at all...i even screwed yesterday...#_# just dun wanna talk about it...

i can't really get the vector integral thing and also my thermodynamics...i admit these aren't my best subjects...it's just very hard...@@#

and then, when we get too close, we just tend to hurt each other...isn't it always like that? we noe each other's weakness and strength...we noe wat to say will hurt them the most...it just feels very heartbreaking...argh...

being far away...being alone...things just dun get along too well...there's always suspicion, fear, anger...even if there's happiness, you're not there to witness it...that's the thing that screws life...

i just wanna finish my exams and get home...i've had enough of university life...who said it would be the best time of my year? i dun really think so...especially if you're in a university that sucks your brain cells out of you just to get the best results...i'd rather be in a U that isn't so highly looked up to..and in the end, we are happy students...the Buddha always told us to live at the moment and let go of the past and dun dream too much of the future...but, why is the world different now? wat are we chasing for is something so surrealistic...isn't it? happy? i dun really think a first-class certificate will satisfy yourself till you feel you can die right now coz you think that your life is fulfilled. you just wan more!!!