Why?

I'm mentally and physically energetic and also very healthy...

but why do i look so tired? it's already the 3rd person telling me so...

I look so tired is it? I look so down is it?

well....

yes, i am...

i'm tired all the way down my heart...

i'm fed up...

i'm trying to help others but i dunno how to start...

trying to conquer my heart and thoughts is so damn hard...

i'm learning...

but it's really a hard obstacle..

i noe i'll be going a further way when i overcome it...

but it's really hard...=(